You Are God of Your Reality - God Is God Of All Reality

With tears my wife spoke to me saying, "You do not understand me."

I replied, "I need to understand you completely to Love you completely. All of creation may speak to me as you have spake. I do not understand everything about everything, but that will not stop me from loving everything as well. I can only do my best and my best is all of what I am. What I am is what I do understand. I will strive to understand more of what is not me, so it will then be part of me and I part of it. In this way, I will give it the love it needs which is not the love I have for it or for you now. I do not understand everything as I did not create anything that which is created, but I, like you, am here to be one with it in Love. The more I understand, the more I become one with that which I understand. The more I become one with all that is, the more I Love for there is more of me to Love. There is ONE that has created and knows all of you and Loves you more than any can. It is HE that you should seek help from for he knows how to help you more than anyone. Only His Love for you is complete."

She replied, "I know something exists, but I don't know Him."

"He knows that you wish to know Him. Strengthen your desire to understand or know more of Him and He will feel that Love. I do not know the answer. I simply know He knows. Because He has spoken to me in secret while I was talking to you when we first met, I understand He is there through more than blind faith. In this way, it is easier for me to understand with the understanding that He has given me. With this understanding, I understand that it is difficult for one to understand through blind faith, but I assure you, He is helping you. It is you who cannot see how. Be paitent and desire Him through searching for the beauty in everything. That beauty is meaningful and will become you. For what ever reason He has not revealed Himself to you yet, I promise it is with good reason, for His understanding of everything cannot be understood by man least you be Him. Realize that you cannot understand everything in one moment least that understanding be given to you by Him. Only He knows what he is doing."

I quiver in attempts to express this as I may be speaking something which may be misleading to someone about Him. To speak with assurance of Him is ignorance unless you Know everything of Him. Although He spoke to me literaly, I do not understand all that is to understand. Fear comes from not understanding. I fear because I do not understand. This fear born from my ignorance. Ignorance is not understanding something that is in existence which needs to be understood. To see reality you must see everything. Everything is right in front of you.

My mother gave birth to me.

Lack of understanding gives birth to fear.

Fear gives birth to defense of self.

My awareness of His presence gives me faith.

My faith gives me peace.

Love of self (selfishness) is blindness of reality (darkness) which gives birth to ignorance.

Arrogance comes from too much confidence of understanding one has inside of self (darkness).

You are born in darnkess.

Flesh gives birth to self. - self is part of, but a separate element of your physical existence

Self gives birth to darkness.

Darkness gives birth to ignorance.

Ignorance gives birth to fear.

Fear gives birth to self preservation.

Self preservation gives birth to separation.

Separation gives birth difference.

Difference gives birth to hate. -Hate comes from experiencing differences from self which is a refusal to accept that which is not you or your understanding (i.e. denial of reality, or that which you are not one with)

Hate gives birth to anger.

Anger gives birth to struggle.

Stuggle gives birth to destruction -to self, others, or other things in reality

Destruction gives birth to pain.

Pain give birth to self suffering.

Self suffering gives birth to Hell.

Hell gives birth to evil.

Evil is self love. -hell is where evil dwells

Love of self denies bonds to reality different from self.

Selfishness is born of flesh.

Flesh is in reality.

Reality is everything outside of you which is also inside of you.

You are in reality and you are in your own reality. I think of it as the place outside of you is heaven, the place inside of you is hell that has been contained so that it doesn't overcome and destroy heaven. Thus you are your own God of your reality and it is within the midst of heaven that you are standing in but can't see unless you are released from it.

Ever notice how a person is happy with that which one can relate so easily with, the joy and happiness one gets from things outside of themselves, but when receeded back into self the differences then become struggle for self, and indifference is Hell?

Living on limited knowledge and misunderstandings with expecting reality to live under your understanding is an attempt to be God of your reality in this reality. See reality and make it your reality. That is the reality I speak of. His reality is both Heaven and Earth, not just all you, for yourself and nothing else.

You mean to say, this whole universe is about you, for you and nothing but to serve you and what you understand? ARE YOU SERIOUS? -Hence the meaning, "You must be out of your damn mind!" I just thought I'd throw that in there. Just something to think about is all.

Things are born from things.

Self desire is attempts to be God of all that is by way of demanding reality be all that you think it should be (subservient to you). This is how you deny reality for what it is and trying to change it to what you think it should be is to expect.

Refusal to understand God's reality is creating a greater difference.

Likes attract - It's a law of reality.

Suffering is self suffering. That is why I call it suffering in ones' own existence. That suffering is of the flesh.

Difference is what makes up the different things in reality. How does something come into being if it doesn't become itself. Itself is different because it is what makes up something new or that is not you. That which is made is made from what is and is not something that is new from nothing. It is all made from something, it's just different and constantly changing to create a new existence. Hence my statement before, "You are what you understand. What you understand is a fraction of reality, and that is going to change. Therefore, you will never understand." Life is neither easy nor hard. It just is. The beauty of life is the fact that things are different. The relation to those things that are different is to enjoy life and the difference in it. It is difference we are created from and attracted to, yet at the same time it is difference we struggle with.

A snake can bite you and you not be angry with it. It to is here and has a home and was simply a situation. Understanding that there is nothing that is trying to do something to you. Everything is based on circumstances of what that understanding is at that moment in reality. That reality is true to all of reality and not indifferent to human life as it is to any other life. Viruses have no prejudice. They just do what they can to survive where they can survive, and like you, they have a favorite place or person to consume or live in. There is nothing personal about it. Understanding is the only thing that will allow you to change it.

Existence gives birth to change.

Change gives birth to differences.

Differences give birth to what is.

What is is reality.

Reality gives birth to meaning.

Meaning gives birth to love.

Love gives birth to desire.

Desire gives birth to curiousity.

Curiosity gives birth to searching.

Searching gives birth to realizations.

Realization gives birth to understanding.

Understanding gives birth to self. -Understanding establishes self; creates connections to reality which changes self by becoming one with what you understand. Understanding comes from realization of meaning. Thus, things have meaning to self establishes which establishes love.

Self gives birth to spirit or soul.

Spirit gives birth to rebirth. -You must be born again, not of the flesh but of the spirit.

Spirit birth gives birth to inner peace.

Inner peace gives birth to oneness. -A oneness with everything on a level of reality that is here in reality that cannot be seen with the eyes, but of the spirit. God created heaven and earth. Love comes from everything in reality. Reality is heaven and earth.

Oneness gives access to heaven. -Your oneness with all of reality, that which gave you love or you gave love.

Happiness comes from sharing or exchanging with that which you love.

Everything in reality was created equal, but different.

Difference is what was created to give uniqueness and individuality of characteristic and life to all that is.

All that is came from One (oneness).

One gave birth to all.

Who gave birth to One, I do not know. If I knew then I could tell you. If I told everyone, then everyone would be one with me. If everyone was one with me, then everyone would be me. If everyone was me, then everything in life is the same. If everything in life is the same, then nothing is different anymore. If there are no differences then there is no changes to understand. If there are no changes to understand, then there is nothing but one thing. If there is only one thing, then there is nothing else to know or be. If there is nothing to know or be since everything is the same and one, then there is no reality.

I do not know is ignorance.

Ignorance gives birth to fear. I fear I have not written the truth because I realize I do not understand everything. It is up to you to seek what you are to understand. Understanding is all around you for reality is meaning, and meaning is what you need to understand. Words do not have much meaning. Meaning has meaning and needs no words to be seen. Realizing meaning is understanding. Understanding what you realize changes you. I can only write what I understand and it is not complete meaning. I am not trying to misguide anyone. I'm simply expressing self. Everyone is expressing themselves. What is the meaning? If we knew, then there would be nothing else to understand. There is beauty in everything. The question is, can you see it.

If a person says, "She dresses like a tramp." There is nothing important in what the person said about someone else. It was a person saying they see someone that dresses different than them. That is all. The meaning is all you need to see to understand the person talking. The person talking is only speaking about self. Self is the only person aanyone has dominion over. Understand this border will help you understand God's creation a little more. That will help you realize that you are in someone else's reality. A reality that is not your own.

Everything is changing, so I will always have something to understand. It's interesting and beautiful and I love it all. Feed yourself from the fruits of life. No two things can occupy the same place at the same time. Ignorance is in place of understanding. There is a beauty in that too for everything is beautiful. The beauty is, you can change it. To change it you must understand. It will then change again because now you understand something, so everything is the same, yet everything is different. Find a balance in life and remember. All things exist.

Both Love and Ignornace create things in this reality equally. You have a power. That power is to change. The change you must make is to your own understanding. Thus, the only thing you have dominion over is yourself. Change yourself, how? From understanding reality. Everything that you do understand came from it. There is more to understanding and to conclude you understand is to make your self assurance that you are at God's level is your own refusal to accept reality and change with it. To refuse to change with the changes is to struggle. Understanding something is changing self. Afterall, is it not self that understands what one just realized? The more one realizes the reality that is universal to all existence the more one sees of reality that is God made.

-For they have knowledge of Good and Evil. Evil may be awareness of self or self love. Identity of individuality which seperates one from all of the oneness of reality. This is still love. It's just a love directed towards self. Love for self is selfishness and wishes to do all things for self. This self love does things to God's reality. Realizing self within God's reality is how you realize God's reality and creation and becoming one with that reality. That reality is both your reality in heaven and in earth. Earth reality is only one part of reality. Self is dwelling in earth. Unawareness of heaven does not mean heaven is not present. It simply means one is not aware of heaven. Thus one is not in heaven. Heaven is non-existent because you do not know of it. It is non-existent in your mind only.

Establish more awareness of reality, which establishes awareness of self in reality through creating oneness with that which is reality. That reality is heaven and earth. Establish connection with heaven through your spirit. Spirit is established from Love. Love is established from reality. It's almost like saying, the spirit is in heaven, and the body is on earth. Both can live now. What is interesting to me is the fact that someone said there is a hell where the soul goes. I do not understand that. I think the soul is the life in our body which is in hell. Hell is born of suffering which is self suffering.

This thing isn't like me, therefore it is different. Anger that it's different or not pleasing to self is born from self love. Anger is destructive and demanding that everything be like self. This leads to frustration and struggle. Struggle is hell. Hell is self suffering or suffering in one's own existence. You are in Hell and need to fight your way out for you are born knowing nothing, unless God blessed you with something. Something is the spirit. The spirit is born from Love. The spirit has access to heaven and it has to learn to live with the soul which is in hell. They live together, but one can overcome the other. Only one thing can exist in a place. It is not relivent to time. Time is irrelivent to infinity. Infinity is perfect and forever which is established through a miriad of changes. Changes which are creation and beautiful. Establish a place for your spirit and you enter into heaven. It's not a myth or fantasy. For it to be spoken of, it must exist. That's why I proved to you that monsters exist. A monster is an imagination of ones mind. This imagination is an exaggeration of parts and peices of things in reality. The assembly of those parts and peices that are exaggerated is art. The parts and peices are all created from something in reality. Something in reality has fangs, blood, flies, jumps, and on and on. The exaggeration of the reality is an imagination of one persons mind. That person is real. Thus his imagination came from reality and is born in his mind as real. Thus the monster is real in his mind and he is part of reality. Thus the monster he imagined is real. It is not universal to all of reality, but it is still something to enjoy as creative from that persons mind. To love this persons creation is to love something in one mans mind. His reality that he created in art is enjoyed by all those that see it. All those that see it change from having seen something in reality. Since you saw it, it is now your reality. If you understand it, then it is nothing to fear. If your mind creates exaggerations too, then you have something to fear because you do not understand the limits of ones creation over reality. One persons reality is now your reality. You saw it, it was and always is your reality. The universal reality has laws. These are laws of reality. Understanding these laws is to help understand reality. It is not conclusive to knowing everything, for only One knows everything. That is the law of this reality. It's beautiful. I wish you could see it.