Made by self

That which you consume made you

That which consumes you is made by you

The laws of reality are not laws of reality

It's an expression to explain seeing some principle or perspective in something and finding how that principle applies to everything or is a recognizable possible truth in reality in all things

Hot for self is not meaning everything is hot at that level of heat. Your level of heat is a definition of self. 

This kind of perspective is the thought behind perspective and the theory of relativity. I have not read Einstein books at all not studied physics. 

Now this might sound philosophical, but an understanding realism can be made from this perspective if it becomes obvious. It's an interesting perspective and shows a sense of beauty to the world when it becomes realized. This perspective applied to everything draws up some really interesting theory. 

Lets begin with this chronology of events 

The singularity made the universe 

The universe made some galaxies

The galaxies made some solar systems

Solar systems made some planets

Some planets made some moons

Vice versa

The sun can make planets and moons.

Both are from inward sun made outward. 

After all the moon is there around the planets. Lets take an idea like that above and apply this to the reality we share and see. Without stating too many of the obvious truths about this reality lets take a new perspective of those obvious statements and realize everything we learned about them. 

Some key factors I want to point out are instantaneous. Round (not to be confused with a circle) objects in space. I do realize there are objects in space. What's an interesting yet simple view of this truth is the shape of round. Lets look at round. It's the most common shape of everything in space. It's the shape of the electrons and quantum particles. There are bonds made between the shape but I'm certain those quantum particles discovered or otherwise are all round. There is something beautiful about round and will be discussed in details to to together other perspectives which can introduce some really interesting obvious but not so thought about deeply because its too accepted and obvious. 

If I take a universe and confined it to an atom then that atoms would possibly be said to weigh as much as a universe. 

Now if an atom made a universe when exploded into a Big Bang then the weight of the universe is become lighter and diversified into lesser weighing objects. Granted these lesser weighted objects are pretty heavy in relation to ourself, but ourself is not the point of which to view the universe but a point at which to use to view the depths or vastness of the universe we live in.

Looking at the theory of relativity would shed light on the weight of the universe or give some mathematical functional way to use in our daily life much like E=mc2 is a useful calculation. The theory of relativity has a similar calculation, simple, beautiful and most useful. 

To keep on this matter about round. Instantaneous and round. Lets observe together these two things which can happen. And apply it to reality. The idea is not to eliminate billions and trillions of years but to take a perspective with a little less years like 1 millisecond or 1 day. 

Put some profound actions as the Big Bang. What a powerful and instantaneous event. 

Chasing Nothing

The quest to find the smallest particles of the smallest particles found is great for learning and will propel our understanding into another era of reality.  Finding the next smallest particle which makes up the smallest particles will again lead to the same finding, another smaller particle.  Upon finding those particles will come a point where the particles smallest forms will be unattainable because it is nothing.  The nothing not even a point of something but will be the realization of finding something even bigger.  This bigger picture will be back into the vastness of the universe(s) which exist.  Next will be traveling into those universes by because it is entered into by a different means than our physical size it will be with our known spiritual self.  This spiritual self is not spiritual but is physical as well as all things spiritual and physical are one reality and one in the same.  Some people have become aware of this level of existence resulting in inexplicable experiences and awareness.

For explanation purposes lets continue to use the word "spiritual" in order to keep some clarity between all the different understandings born from different perspectives and individual experiences.

Spiritual by definition states: Of, relating to, or affecting the human spirit or soul as opposed to material or physical things.

This definition is an explanation of physical as if it's not physical.  All things are physical.  Spiritual people have become aware of the reality beyond the normal or typical physical awareness we experience in our daily life.  The explanations of physical and spiritual in a separated fashion is the same as explaining physical as solid and air.  Both elements are physical in nature, but the level of understanding and awareness in a deeper and profound way gives a different meaning to 

With each new nothing and each new creation of the universe a new change or fractal is made.  With these changes the awareness of differences create a sense of memory.  Awareness of memory will creates a sensation of time.  With a sense of time and difference in the world of mind or memory will create a sense of distance.  With a change stuck in a memory associated with time and distance will create the sensation of motion and speed. The sensation of timelessness and absence of presence will feel a sensation of the vastness of the universe as more seamless.  The realm of all dimensions are born from the one dimension of nothing.  It is everything and nothing at the same time.  Science without the awareness of spirituality is useless as spirituality without a universe or scientific reality.  A place of existence is needed and that place is everything and nothing.

These are the words of my awareness and perspective.  The chase of quantum physics is leading to the nothing. The nothing leads to everything, bu not in the same perspective as a person mindful of quantum without infinity.  They must be joined to see the separation.  They must be separated to see the connection.  One is none without the other. One is everything without the none.  It's almost as to say 1 + 1 is 1.  The truth of that is to be discovered.  Realizing that truth will unlock so much truth of the universe(s) we live through and in.  It's so wonderful, you will find the way to a worm hole if you call it that.

Time travel is useless.  Creation is a one way path with no future or past. It just is and is and is.  But don't believe me!

Electricity in Ground

The idea is to create a static or find a static energy source in the earth 

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Static plates large size. What can interact and create a discharge. Using dielectric or non conductive with conductive material in a chamber in the earth to create a earth size battery. 

Instant Change

Please review my writing as a work in progress.  A book will soon be written from all this scattered writing...Thank you for your patience and please keep eager in your chest to see what is to be revealed!

"The power of a single change is so radical in the instance of it occurrence time itself becomes muted. Now imagine the instance of a change in a universe of endless change acting with and upon each change collectively. Keep the imagination going, and going..."

There is an infinite number of universes. Hence infinity. There is only one universe.  Well how else am I going to get through to everyone?

There is creation!  There is singularity!  Well how else am I going to get through to anyone?  

These universes are infinitely creating  and have always been creating. 

Observe that statement without seeking a beginning or end to it. Keep watching it happening. Take your reality you see and realize it in the universe and see it in the endless changes. Now see it in an endless number of universes even if the universe is just this one universe. 

Now take this one universe and make an infinite number of duplicate copies of itself. 

Now take the power of the universe and its speed of change which is not obeying the definitions or confinement your dimensional universe and realize your awareness of it is called time.  See it on a dimensionless dimension. Then see it with all the dimensions you want.  No matter which perspective you see it in, it will always be connected to the inseparable timeless and time based realities.  Everything is infinite in its lifespan.  If you can't see that, join all the dimensions you know of and see the one dimension all dimensions are in. Put back together the dimensions you took apart mentally to create a single dimension which all dimensions are made inside of and outside of.  Now take apart each dimension of the single dimension you see as one dimension. You must have both and that is why it's here and not here at the same time and flashing in and out of infinite so fast that its a millisecond in action and feels as a billions years or even a single lifetime. These flashing in and out of infinite universes is the speed of creation so fast in and out that you have no notion of its actions and this time is created.

Everything will infinitely be connected to the infinite or nothing even as you see a finite in the infinite.  The way to see infinite or nothing is to see nothing.  Nothing is infinite.  The power of seeing more things in the infinite is to see nothing which shows you more of finite.  It will be beneficial over trivial squandering about seeking the finite answer to infinite.  In the nothing is everything and likewise, everything is nothing.  Well how else am I going to get through to everyone?

It's like infinite and time exist. Is it hard to believe?  Well there is an endless universe and there is a finite universe.

There is time and there is no time. How else am I going to get through to "all" of you?

Its like flashing in and out of an infinite number of universes that are in constant creation and the awareness of time is the result of grasping and holding on to a moment as the images of each universe you enter and exit create a seamless picture of a reality and the feeling of time itself. Creating an illusion of a lifespan or the sense of time. 

You  spend a millisecond of time in realty to experience a lifetime of 100 years. Now realize that the 100 years you experience is a millisecond. How else am I going to say this to everyone?

It's like flashing in and out of realities so fast on a an infinite number of universes it feels like one universe. It's like standing on earth and looking at the universe spinning around the earth and the earth is the center of the universe by visual appearances. 

What beauty is there in living and dying in one second if it doesn't give you the sensation of a long time to enjoy or grasp the creation it is making in a reality beyond your realty?

The notion of millions and billions of years  and seeing changes which are gradual can mislead the mind to formulate an oversight of the power of the universe and its ability to produce an instant change. These instant changes is what made the universe. They are sudden and powerful changes. The sudden change is not a millions and billions of years changes. Formations and gradual are elements of changes and awareness in the scope of time, but what is time to infinite.

Lets take the theory of the Big Bang and go along with it. The mind can formulate a sense of time and put the instance of the Big Bang in a time based moment giving power to the time in billions of years or light years. What if you were to look at the Big Bang only. Remove it from the fabric of time. The emphasis is now only in the Big Bang and what occurred at that moment. 

Using another example lets take a Bermuda Triangle event. Or a solar flare x1 event. These moments are instant but even those moments are small in comparison to a massive instant change.

The point is not to focus on time or the event but the power of the event and the change which appears as a past event following the event. The focus is on the power of the instant change which occurs. To realize a universe level powerful change will help to put that into perspective. Big Bang is a universal catastrophic event which needed a millisecond to happen creating a time fabric that will give life to the awareness of trillions of changes to occur in trillions of years. Focus the moment of the event into a moment of now and this will help to shed light in the power of the energy, and infinite creating a moment and the results of the moment wholly. It would be like saying he Big Bang happened yesterday and the events which followed feels like billions of years. 

Realize the power if life and the universe and realize it in itself has no power this making it infinite and timely all in one instance of infinite and infinite and infinite. There you have time and no time!  How else am I going to get through to all of you?

In summary: There is a Big Bang.  Then it collapsed into nothing.  Then a Big Bang occurred.  Then it collapsed into nothing.  With every Big Bang and Collapse into Nothing a new creation is born.  The speed and actions of this action is so untimely that you are only aware of the physical and timeliness of this change which occurs and completely unaware that a collapse and rebirth of every second is an endless recreation of reality.  The changes of the big bang entering in and out of singularity is so fast the residuals of the changes can only be calculated to a few points of singularity and that action and calculation we interact with is called Gravity.  There is no gravity. Only motion and change which infinitely connects us to the finite and is a link between the two.  Hence the conclusion of Einsteins calculations which end in INFINITY!

There is a Big Bang.  Then it collapsed into nothing.  Then a Big Bang occurred.  Then it collapsed into nothing.  I don't have time to keep explaining that as my body is finite in the infinite reality.  That explains my point. There are things happening and its so instant you don't know it's happening. It's a harmonious constant action between singularity and creation that it appears to be a single creation.  You are and must be unaware of the instant changes and it's speed of actions.  You must be unaware of the infinite in order to exist in this reality.  In that in and out of reality creation is so fast that you have become unaware of it and so have created the sensation of constance.  In the constance of it all you are living out your life in a singularity of change unaware of the singularity of singularity itself.  This realm of reality is time and the notion of a beginning and ending in creation.  It is why man seeks that.  Only under the realization of the infinite can you be aware of the finite as an equal to infinite.  They are here as one and one cannot be without the other.  Take no side to see all sides that no sides exist, but they are there for us to exist.  It's a beautiful awareness where no words can explain.

There is no Gravity

Picture a white reality. Only white. I would say dark or black but the knowledge of what ego can do with that leads me to say white. All around you and even touching you is the white.

Your body isn't even in the white and the vision of seeing the white pallet is the essence of and is infinity itself. It is in creation as nothing. Find no value in the white. Just it's everything.

That is the infinite air and space for beginning the creation of life. Now introduce a single speck of black light as small as a grain of sand.

It has no specificity to it being. It is not high, low, left, right or center. Infinite has no border to define the specific of where or what the black light just is.

This elementary view of what reality is in the mathematical equation of infinity.  The symbol is an effort to put into realty a inner and outer awareness or connection to self or beginning and end.

The mind trying to understand this will never be able to as that is functioning in the world of finite and at the same time trying to create a definition of infinite. The

Infinite means not finite. The finite itself is infinite. The white and black are existing as is and nothing more. Expand the sand as if a Big Bang occurred and created a universe.  It is still only the size of a grain of sand.  How is that?  That is the meaning of infinite and existence as one. 

The infinite and finite is both infinite and both one. The existence is and not at the same time. It's big and small in one.  It is neither and it is both. 

Now expand this universe into that pallet of white light. Then create man to see it as black of universe. Now realize that universe is and is not. Realize its infinite and its not. It's big and as small as a grain of sand at the same time.  The mind trying to see that is impossible but the realization it is as said is also possible.

Now create as it is creating. Be and do not be!

My Head in the Clouds

How do clouds form? We have heard and seen the explanation in it's simplest form that clouds form by heat rising or heat in water and water is lighter than air. It is not resting on a pocket of hot air only. It may be but there are other factors which are can be included to the equation. The center of our earth has some particles of dark star matter or black matter if you want to call it that and it emits energy. As this energy resonates or escapes the dark star center it really ejecting a dark matter particles. These dark star particles have a range or distance based on the matter it interacts with. To explain, take for a moment a ball. The ball is a ball of moving dark energy. It can be categorized as nucleus matter which can be called quantum for existing terms. This quantum particles eject particles from its ball of moving energy and this exchange creates a hemisphere, layers of atmosphere, moving particles and trapped (non moving) particles. The way this works is the quantum matter which is moving is bombarded with reentry or entry of quantum matter which is in its atmosphere. This atmosphere ejects matter which interacts at a resonant layer the moving quantum particle. This moving quantum particle is impeded by matter or atomic particles. These atomic particles either dislodge their own existing electrons and form a layer. The free electons become lightning, or the layer itself. The quantum particle freed from the free floating quantum particle slammed by another free floating quantum particle and becomes part of an existing quantum particle or vaporizes to the lowest quantum particle that exists or nucleus particle and depending on trajectory or energy forces surrounding it will return to the source of the black star matter to be slammed again or become a particle or atom which can be further constructed into matter such as molecules. The molecules can become strong, weak or even pliable depending on the matter which it interacts with. Lets keep our focus in the clouds. The clouds are resting on a layer of resonant or free floating particles that are ejected from the earth black star matter or core. This free floating particles form the layers of our hemisphere and is not a magnetic pull at all. It is black star or quantum particles free floating which are so intense in motion it can literally flow through things. The speed and distance based on physical impedance and other factors determines the height of the atmosphere. Any way, this atmosphere then has free floating electrons and this is what lightning is. Now the clouds are slightly controlled by the energy and it's only controlled by slower moving quantum matter which has accumulated. There are factors involved with the formation of clouds but that brings us to what is heat and cold. Heat: this is quantum energy flowing INWARD to the core of a black start returning and becomes interactive with the matter it was trying to penetrate. Cold: Is the outward flow of matter which is being ejected outbound of a quantum energy ball of matter. In other words, HEAT and COLD are determined by the amount of physical quantum energy and has an interaction with a physical atomic matter. If the outward energy is greater, then the object gets colder. If the inward direction of quantum matter is acting more on the atoms of the material it interacts with, then it begins to get colder. This is quantum direction energy and can become balance to a stable temperature but that is based on the direction and amount of physical quantum energy or matter which is affected by surrounding quantum sources of energy like the sun. The closer we get to the sun, the greater quantum energy thrusted at earth creates a greater inward flow to the earths quantum energy and creates eat waves you see on the ground or layers in the sky. This quantum energy of hot is not present unless there is another source of quantum energy or physical matter to interact with the traveling quantum matter. It's like saying if you have a human body and the body interacts with the inward flow of quantum matter and your body starts giving off or interacting on the quantum matter then the quantum matter you give off due to the interaction of free flowing quantum matter that was coming at you become over powering to the outward flow of quantum matter, then you will get hotter. This is on a quantum energy level. Even if the sun is giving off quantum matter it is supposedly getting colder. It is offing the energy. If the sun gets near another source of quantum matter just as we can get near the sun, then the quantum matter given the sun can heat it up hotter or fuel its quantum core exchange and keep it alive longer. The quantum level is not too far off the normal atomic level as thought. Please let me try to explain this in a better way once I find the wording. There is inward and outward quantum energy flow and that is what determines temperature. Temperature is not just hot and cold. It is physical motion of quantum matter and is affected on a liquid state only - electrical states or flowing quantum matter is considered liquid because anything in motion is in a liquid environment or moving. Liquid means moving or in motion state. There IS NO SUCH THING AS GRAVITY. Moving or not is the only state and everything is moving. Solid state is quantum matter aligned in a physical state where the core is not changing. The actual physical state is quantum matter which has become atomic matter which has become mass. The core or quantum energy and electrons that form matter is an established physical matter which is visible to us. This level of matter is visible. Once it reaches the quantum level, it's not visible and passes through us as if we're not here, or interacts and exchanges with us in such a way, it's not felt. This means, your body is regenerative or growing and has life or life cycle based on the exchanges of quantum matter. As the quantum matter of your body enters the solid matter state more deeply it becomes less growing and feels aging. These changes can be detected by the physical body on quantum levels. It's why eating and other activities which encourage growth is possible, but nonetheless, liquid mass will eventually succumb to physical mass after so many changes on the quantum level have been reached or conditions of mass entering the body expedites the interacting of matter in your physical existence on the quantum level. Put things in your body which are physical mass and it will become more interactive on the physical level and overwhelm the liquid level and form your body. This electrical, chemical and physical body will be interacting with the quantum level and eventually age. Sorry, was talking too many subjects in one topic. My head is in the clouds.

Water is a key element of breathing

Absorbing oxygen and exhaling carbon dioxide exchange is an important role in the body. Oxygen in a liquid form is breathable when we discover how to create another element which absorbs the carbon dioxide i'm working on it.

No such thing as Gravity

Connectivity is not gravity.

 Let's change the meaning or understanding to connectivity.

The means of the connectivity is faster than he speed of light and thus is electron exchange or quantum physic connectivity. This is worm holes on a quantum level.  They do exist, but we are too big to enter it but it is an "event" or possible.  The idea of quantum leaping is not a tunnel but a path of changes through a stream of energy which produces and exact reproduction of the energy it touched so quickly that which enters feels to be in a different space.  This will not allow time travel as that is not possible, but travel through quantum space is possible to project your recreated self in a different location.

The connectivity is an exchange which creates flows Waves are energy and energy reaction which I will use to prove waves are not as we understand. We have waves, but waves can be longer and stretched in appearance, but this is a change in the interaction of the core on resonance If All energy exchange ended all things would exist as nothing. The nothing is still everything, but outside anything which can make us be here or formulate an understanding on. Stop being God to be one with God. End your not-changing (ego self) to embrace change and flow with life and all its offering as it is permanent change (nothing).

Time does not exist. That is a memory of a recreation on the quantum level that keeps appearing in the recreation of the moment of now.  Trying to grab hold of the specific location of your existence in the moment of now will require the entry into Nothing or singularity.  In that state all things will keep happening but the awareness of time becomes irrelevant and thus you see the same recreations of life as a time or fractal.  Fractal is a way of explaining the constant creating and change that keeps recreating from a single point, but always creating a new picture as it has some inconsistencies in the consistencies that give us the illusion of constant existence.

There is no gravity. Only the flow of energy and the changes which occur in the flows as the big picture goes in and out of existence leaving traces for us to grab hold of.  This flow of energy is creates entry points into reality and out of reality as we see but always in one big reality because it keeps happening and can't stop.  There is no gravity to speak of except consistent changes which have become unassumingly stable with a specific pattern of existence associated to and with the surrounding existence of the point of change it interacted with.  Feels like glue or pulling.  It's energy flow and change as a residual reaction of the big bang in constant motion which has created smaller points of big bangs called earths, and suns and galaxies which create a pulling action.  Feel the breeze, but see what is the breeze.  Feel the weight, but realize what is the weight.  Feel your existence, but realize what is your full existence!

Birth if a universe and the Big Bang theory explained

The black spots you see on the sun is also the same massive energy of the black hole. I want to change how we reference a "black hole" and call it a "black sun."  To put it into perspective or simple terms its a galaxy in birth. The reason I call it black sun is because its a newly formed star which is so powerful it is not being impeded  by enough mass to explode into the galaxy which it will create. It's central energy is not yet explanatory but maybe this idea can be thought out in another theory as future developments come to our understanding.

Once the black star has collected enough mass and under the right condition it will explode out the mass which interacts with the core and explode outward. The black sun will reassemble itself and a chain of events become a bright white burning star which then become visible to the eyes of humans. However many light years away that is  depends on the its distance from our earth.

Following the explosive event the core will try to maintain its stability and form the center of the galaxy just created through it. , it will have a multitude of events.

Some chunks of matter which blasts apart from a black sun breaking apart forms comments and dust but this is mostly from planets which went through a blast of its own. Interacting blasts of several chunks of black sun masses which combine to form one planet dorms spots like that you see on Jupiter. If its spinning its a chunks of black sun which has become lodged in a blas of a bigger ball which forms planets and suns. 

This mass of dark energy is giving off light but its light patterns are not impeded enough or slow enough to become visible to the human eye. 

Keep in mind the human eye does not determine what is actually happening since there is so much more happening outside our discovery. 

As the black hole loses its power over years of interacting with a massive amount of accumulated mass and energy it becomes unstable resulting in a blast which breaks ip the black hole. 

Once it becomes weak enough and it went through its explosion a massive amount remains in place to form a centralized start of a galaxy.   This will be called a white star. Not a sun. A sun is the same but due to its size of a white star and it become host to a galaxy of solar systems its energy will be a brilliant white energy of visible light. 

This event will disburse some of the dislodged energy from the black star to form suns and planets. The formation of the alignment of the solar systems in the galaxy is going to pull back into itself the disbursed energy in the region of magnetic ends where energy flow is most intense. At the center forms a void or gap of energy where outflow and inflow meet in two hemispheres.  The hemispheres actually have a gap of outfield. The event horizon is the area where at the edge if the outfield and infield and is the area of connectivity between one element an another. It's the binding zone per say. This area can allow bonding or binding effects and happens on all forms of energy from nothing to everything. 

This will be better explained later as I put the ideas in a simplified form to explain how this works. 

Getting back to the black energy which is disbursed. Much of it rejoins and the shape takes place all the way from suns, planets, moons and their placement in the results of the bind. This forms a spinning action and formations are made. 

Lets talk about the sun. It has a massive amount of the black energy at its core and has a surface from the cooled energy and some smaller prices of black sun energy.  The size of the energy and the more cool the energy the definition of the planet or sun is determined by this. 

A planet has a small black sun energy in its core, a cooled or hardened energy around it and a few chunks of black star mass lodged together. This small chunks of lower intense black sun mass forms blasts like that of the Bermuda Triangle. 

How does this make sun spots. 

How does this make sun spots. Sun spots are chunks of the black sins energy which is bonded to the sun and did not break free and becomes a surface lodged ball of energy. It's why the energy able to give off massive blasts of solar energy. It's a solar flare. This means the sun has a massive 

 to come will be different only slightly but iswill be affected in the 

The galaxy has a disbursement of the energy which dislodges from the original black star and forms solar systems and planets. 

All this relational events are dependent on the nla

a large burst and from that will be a galaxy. In that galaxy will be more explosions from stars in the galaxy. Each of the blasts dislodges a chunk of unstable energy which has some of the 

 black joke Because there is a solid surface under the liquid surface they claim is the sun. It's a sun and giving off visible light, versus black light of a black hole, since its a lesser intense concentration of energy. This energy is inside the sun and earth and any object which is round and rotational in self sustaining but also dependent on the energy flow in relation to the sun. The black spots on the sun are giving off huge blasts of every because its a fragment of the same energy of a black hole. Over time the creation of 

25 Jun 13:  if the moon reached or reached a certai. Position in space it would start spinning as the earth.  It would be slow due to the size and levels of dark matter energy inside it. 

Lamens terms to describe the black hole or dark matter: picture the black hole or dark star as I call it as an atom. It is like that. The atom has a nucleus with electrons surrounding it. At this stage it's an atom. Simply put, a black hole is purr nucleus energy with no electrons.  It is a glaxaxy unborn. It is a sun without planets.  It is pure nucleus energy.   It forms dirt and water and even life itself under conditions. It creates the motion we know through a constant exchange. Without this exchange and lack of movements there will be no moving life. 

If teleportation, worm holes or time travel is possible its only possible by means of using the power of a nucleus of dark matter tubes or paths. If it is entered it can deconstruct and reconstruct on its opposite if its possible creating a mirror effect but in reality. 

Fusion is possible with more more than one element. Finding a circle of elements which allow for perfect stability of energy change in the right environment will allow fusion to work. The atoms releasing its electrons to expose nucleus and retrieve its electron again only to have it stripped away again and creating a constant sharing or deconstruction and reconstruction is the way. It's like a perfect symbiotic relation between atomic or quantum levels that allow a perfect stability of the exchange of matter. Introducing something which will allow the use of extracting energy in that symbiotic relationship can change the relationship if the perfect extraction of energy to match the perfect introduction of energy is met.

- The only complexities in life is figuring out its simplicity. Everything is simple! 

- ignorance is a virtue equal to intellect as a virtue. Neither is more important as they both have a genius purpose which can result in expanding our comprehension of this life. 

- there is only one equation for infinite: "Nothing". I just said too much to explain it!

- there is nothing to understand. Understanding something is a pleasure in life. 

- true participation in life is realizing everything in life is your life! 

We Drink Rocks

Dining at dinner, if you call it that, I at meat and veggies
The server, if you call it that, asks if I would like a drink.
No, thank you! I say with clear conscience.
Offers continued in different forms, soda, tea, water?
No, Thank You! My smile was big, my eyes stare with clarity.
Surprised walked away from me. What evil have I stirred.
Like water, I will have none this meal.

A few hours later Thirst sat on my tongue. Thirst I Say!
The shower water tasted so good.
I am craving rocks in my mouth
My body lacks minerals
Interesting how I found out!

Early Morning

A beautiful song is touching me
I close my ears to hear it
I know not what it means
I dare not wonder nor ask
My ears are hearing it
It is beautiful not to be

A beautiful light is touching me
I close my eyes to see it
I know not what it means
I dare not wonder nor ask
My eyes are seeing it
It is beautiful to not to be

Dancing lights and beautiful song
I dare not join the scene
Sitting still watching and listening
As the song and dance hold me

The song stops at the bush
Four berries is enough
The lights dance to the grass
Five seeds is enough
The dance and song moves to waters edge
Four drops is enough
Song and dance then leaves

With song and dance now gone
I return the four drops of water
With now open eyes and ears
The song and dance continues
But know not what it means
I dare not wonder nor ask
It is beautiful to be

Jami Stallings
05 FEB 2012

Decisions

Do we have the ability to decide? I've wondered this question after coming into consciousness. I am making the decision to call it consciousness because I've recently watched a few videos on youtube about real reality and read a few paragraphs of enlightenment here and there. I normally call it into reality and self awareness. In the big scheme of things, it doesn't matter what you call it as it is the meaning that is important. What did I just say? I just made something of lesser importance than another thing. This form of discrimination is unusable in reality because reality is all things which makes all things important. To discriminate about one importance over another, was a poor choice of words because I am aware that all things are important. It is difficult to describe reality in words. I cannot describe it is the truth. This is my mind spiraling to remain in reality. I was brought to write this blog entry for a question which came to mind "How can I make a decision with something that doesn't come to mind?" In other words, must it be in my mind, which is where I'm trying to stay out of since it's the minds knowledge that is a block on reality? Who do you ask this question to? I will think it out and update the blog if I find my answer to my question, or if someone provides me the clarity. I wonder, do we have any control? If all I can use is what comes to mind, how do I get something into my mind if I cannot see it. I know it is right in front of me, but I cannot see it. Can I change my view or mind so I can change what is around me in my reality? My mind remains blank and I'm guessing some will say meditate on it.

Open Yourself To It

Make things disappear. Try to make words disappear. If you can solve the way to remove the importance of the meaning of it then you'll see the bigger picture. In the end, we should not need words to talk. We will speak on another level. Making things disappear of the truth of now will open the mind to a new truth that will more of the NOTHING inside you. It will reveal some very amazing things. I'm working on this. Make time disappear and you will see infinity. Make the words disappear and you will see meaning. Make your knowledge disappear and the impossible becomes possible. Make the physical world disappear and you will see the real you. Make Nothing Disappear and you will see more of everything. I wonder what's out there.

Pray a Prayer

After sharing my experiences with someone it was suggested to me to pray. I thought of the word prayer. I thought of its actions and meaning.

If I ask for something from God...

"God,please help me understand my situation."

Then I asked a favor from the person I was discussing my experience with.

"I left my cell phone at home. Please help me by lending me your phone."

Is prayer different?

The Bible

Everyone that reads the Bible has an interpretation of it. Many Christians believe it to be the Word, or the laws of life. What I find interesting is in conversation with Christians many have been taught or believe modern man is to refer to the New Testament. Many say the Old Testament refers to life as it was prior to Jesus only. Now it's different and so the New Testament is for Jews and Gentiles alike. I find that interesting how division and separation is created even in reading the Bible. Laws of reality apply all the time and is completely equal to all for all is equally existing.

The first thing I read in the Bible, "In the beginning God created the Heavens and the Earth" lead me to conclude to an interpretation of my own as it has for everyone else who reads this line. My life has crossed people that are Christians, Protestants, Church of Christ and so on, all of which tried teaching me to be a Christian in order to help me be saved or born again. To this day I am not Christian. Another man around me might claim to be an atheist while another calls himself agnostic. Life also has Muslims, Catholic and Buddhists just to name a few. All of these ways are ways of a commitment to a specific means of life through an interpretation based on relativity. Today I am all of those religions. How is that possible that I am all of those religions and and atheist too? My answer is, "I believe all of you!" How is it that a man believes all religions? If you are asking that or stating to yourself that I cannot be all of those religions then you do not understand the possibility of it being so. Should I categorize you for thinking indifferently? Should I start my own religion that includes all religion? How did these different religions come about? Those answers are explained in story and in history is it not? To you I say, "All things exist and are different." Prior to today I believed in infinity and in the finite yet did not include them in all understanding at all times. I found myself embedded in the same traps or my own thought that subjected me to believe "If I am one then I cannot be the other!" Prior to today I thought existence was defined as possible because of change. Today I realize that existence is here because creation exists. Creation is not complete. It continues. Creating is creating as we speak. It is and keeps going. I kept thinking on the lines of science. That was inside the box.

Let us move outside the box for just a moment. I read the Bible. The Bible says God created this and that, and this and that. In the end he rested. Some may have already known that God's creating didn't stop. Things continue to create. The creations of life is continuous. If life is continuously creating then that is creating differences and changes. The creation is beautiful. Life and creation is beautiful. Is God's work done? Christians might conclude that he isn't done because there is going to be a rapture. There is an end and everyone will be judged and some will go to Heaven and others Hell. What is Heaven and Hell? Where are they? No one can answer that with the understanding of having been there unless they have been there. Man is trapped in his own mind, but that is creation. Creation is beautiful and it is a never ending bloom.

For those that believe only the Bible I say to you, "If the Old Testament was for then and the New Testament is for now, what book is for the tomorrow that is on it's way to be Now? When that now comes, you will say, That is not true for it is not what I read in my Bible. Is creation over?"

Relativity

Everything is relative? Relativity is a theory? Relativity is like opposites. They do not exist, yet they do. Becoming aware of the oneness or infinity and The One (God's existence) will make relativity, time, words and opposites no longer important. Time does not exist in the awareness of infinite, yet time does exist since we are not infinite and time is a fraction of infinity. Relativity is based on this existence we live in. I kept wondering why I felt Einstein was not completely correct. Time is not important, yet it is. The reason it is not important is when there is an infinity who is keeping track of time? What importance does time have? When there is oneness, how do you become concerned about one thing or individuality. We are individuals and that is important. We do exist, but that existence is always part of the oneness. When one becomes more important than THE ONE, who is now the ONE? Who is in control? Who is God? In your reality and perspective, which is relative, you are then God if you are more important than all. It's easy to fall victim to the individual. This individual creates importance of self and the self is going to have a relative perspective of reality which creates division or comparison which is what relativity is. Relativity is a comparison. This is very important to self in a self contained existence.

I joined the US Navy in 1988 and was fortunate to have the opportunity to travel abroad. One of the stops the ship made was in the Phillipine Islands (PI for short). When those who were not on duty were free to leave the ship for some R&R (rest and relaxation). Immediately outside the base was a river dubbed "crap river" to put it in nice terms. It was immediately evident why it was called that. I can imagine it must have been a memorable experience for every American sailor because of the shock from the smell of sewage and the always present children all the way up to late in the night. There were local children that swam the waters late into the evening with nothing more than shorts yelling up at the passing people yelling for them to toss in coins which they eagerly swam after. They would pop up and yell at you with their finding just as happy as ever to showcase their talent and happiness for their newfound wealth. It was always a surprise for the donating person because from the top the water looked dark and dirty which was exaggerated with the smell. Visibility of the water was so low that it left you wondering how they manage to find the coin, not to mention with such swiftness. Tossing multiple coins did not fool them. If they saw it hit the water, they came up with it. The memorable part for me was the smiles on their faces. I stared down at them wondering to myself, "How they could be so happy in their poor lives in the crap river swimming for measly coins?" Their happiness for their findings made them oblivious to the idea they were swimming in sewage. The smell didn't seem to bother them at all. From within my dark heart I was overwhelmed with curiosity as to how they could manage to be so poor yet be so happy in life. Their child innocence and happiness was so profound to me, I cry with joy and excitement at how relativity is unimportant. All of this took place when I was unaware of myself, or the One. Even in my darkness I was amazed. The answer to the question was only visible after I became aware of the myself many years later.

Apply relativity to that situation and to the children they were not poor, but making money and happy. One might try to complicate this case by categorizing the situation as optimism or child innocence. Happiness is always present. The happiness of yourself is within yourself. This happiness comes from outside of self and can be harnessed within to become part of the happiness. I have a new question which I do not have the answer to.

"Relative to what?"

J. Stallings

Magnetics of the Non Magnetic

Magnetics is in everything. The interesting thing about the things sticking together is all done through magnetics. The lines of magnetic energy is only one form of magnetic energy. There is also a magnetic world outside, I would like to say, Inside the magnetic world. The non metallic world is also magnetic in a different way, but still operates on the same principles. There are interactions or exchanges between the magnetic and non magnetic world. All motion is nothing more than the manipulation of the direction of energy flow. Energy exchange can be done between the magnetic and non magnetic magnetic planes, just as it is between the magnetic differences in the same plane.

The lines of magnetic energy also illustrate the other magnetic lines. They don't interact with iron filings in the way we expect or observe magnetic energy influence. It is between the lines of magnetic energy. They both merge onto a point and are both included in the lines of magnetic energy. I hope to prove what I can see but not yet explain through numbers. It is part of the oneness. The things we do not see are there as well as those things we see.

How can I tell one about unearthly things when you can't understand about earthly things. To not know of those things is not a flaw or problem. It just limits the understanding of the things that are vacant from ones awareness. Allow the things which are not there to be there and go beyond the box of your mind and you will see that there is more to see than meets the eye or mind.

Faster Than The Speed of Light

Magnetic energy is faster than the speed of light! Magnetic energy is flowing and moving. It is not static. The more interesting part of magnetic energy is we look at the lines of magnetic energy as the only element of magnetic energy. There are more than one element involved. What is interesting is the lines between the lines of magnetic energy. That is where the other half of the magnetic energy is moving faster. The interaction of the things we see reacting with magnetic filings lining up on a paper resting on a magnet is the slower part of the magnetic energy because the lines are forming and becoming slowed down in those areas. The filings and paths are indicating flow and the direction.

Colors We See

What colors are the clouds of a dark overcast day? What colors are is the sky if the dark is grey? Why is it said the colors are changing? Do colors change? Colors themselves do not change. Colors remain the same and the color of the clouds did not change from white to grey. The amount of light passing through them are limited and the shadow of darkness is present. The colors may change if a water is clear and a dye is added. The water did not change colors. The dye is still there and living with the water. Your eye is tuned into its sensory and the mind may become twisted into believing the water itself is red. If the dye is to settle and the water clearly visible again, it becomes Clear. Keep in mind things are mixing and what they are. Do not make them dissapear and change your mind over the changes you see. This is how you make awareness of the many things that are. A simple answer is always right in front of you. What are you drinking if you drink a soda with the sugar, dyes and chemicals along with the pressure treated water? What are you drinking? Would you drink that stuff if it was separated out and placed on a plate and cup in front of you? If you saw a spoon of high fructose corn syrup just sitting on a plate in front of you, would you put that huge amount in your mouth to eat of it? You would probably kringe at the notion of doing so, but dilute it and it becomes a sweet tasty drink. Have you been decieved? This is no different than someone giving you a tablespoon of salt and you would think they are crazy for asking you to spoon a tablespoon of salt into your mouth. Why then would you not think they are crazy for hiding a tablespoon of sugar in a can of water along with dark dyes and chemicals on top of that? Do you know what your body is wanting to survive? You have decieved yourself with your lust to satisfy your mind, and not the needs of your body. Then your body changes to obese and you complain and suffer as you make acceptance to your foods you so love. Love can destroy for it is not Love of the world and understanding it, it is love of self satisfaction and the glutteny of pleasure. Someone has seen this weakness of humanity and simply provide the sugary, dark colored water. Humans drink more water than any other animal. The best water is the water provided by natural plants. They should provide the content of most of your daily consumed water. 80 percent easily is given to you by the plants who have made it tasty for you. You cannot enjoy the taste of the earthy water for your have been lusting after the sweetness. Now you have taken yourself and provided a home for disease and diabetes. The body is not getting its desired nutrients to keep fit and strong to live as it wants to because someone lives diluted in its existence much like the sugar is diluted in water. The body is then condemned to your existence which is the existence of self pleasure and self gratification with no regards to the body attached to you. I cry to see your body suffering as it screams out for a plant to share itself.

There is an exchange taking place with each change. I am greatful for the birds. I do not have to eat the bugs and can resort to the tree for food. The exchange is you eat plants and your body gets what it wants. It returns to you something called LIFE. Life is made of Love. If love is pointing inward towards self then it creates upon this earth as does love that is pointing upon the earth itself. The changes of the love is usher in change. Changes to the body because something must be sacrificed. A bug must die for a bird to eat. A plant must exchange for you to live. The waste of your food is then given back to the earth which then gives it back to the plants to continue to feed you. So you give to the earth and the earth gives to the plants which take of the earth and the sun. It then gives it to you and you give it back. Then You, not the body you come along and change it. Now you take of the body and it gives back to you. It gives you suffering and you take indulgence and self pleasures. In return it gives up something and its pay is suffering and pain. You love yourself and the sacrifice of that is what you created in your body and on this earth.

Layers

Further proof that we breath liquid and air is a liquid.

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The density of a liquid in relation to another liquid can separate liquids and create layers. The layers of one liquid can feel more solid, all be it a liquid, because of the differences in density. The transfer of energy from one liquid to another produces an energy discharge as the energy passes through the changes. The changing states of a liquid and a solid can result in fire, and fire is a liquid. The same can occur between liquids and liquids. The amount of change between two differing energies or elements is the same occurance, a change between elements. These changes occur beyond the atomic scale and the deeper the changes below the atomic scale the bigger the visible energy changes. Now either this holds true or a theory that the number of changes that occur may result in greater visible changes which are detectable on our level of existence.

An important note here is "our level" of existence. This is because we are an element of the deeper existence which we cannot get to 100 percent as we are on the physical level that we are aware of. Another important note here is "we are aware of." This is important because what we are aware of is good for understanding, but it is not the complete picture. Most will understand this idea and concur, but mixing this knowledge with ignorace (as in things we are not aware of), will result in conclusions which trap our knowledge into its shell. It is outside the box that is brought inside the box. Awareness of something we are not aware of to becoming aware.

A primitive or earlier existing human did not know a thing about computers and could never even speak of it. It is knowledge that has brought it into being and the awareness of a thought or idea which is being built upon by bringing information from existing and outside the box together to formulate a new developement. That is part of change as well.

Most conflicts between knowledge of the clearly understood, regardless of accuracy or fullness of knowledge, and the unexplicable existence (i.e. spiritual) has no bond yet because mental imprisonment of one without the bridge to the other has not been understood. This confirms the finding that awareness mixed with unawareness creates in this world just as equally as awareness. Unfortunately, the awareness has imprisoned the human mind so much that the awareness of the unawareness is not understood in itself. In fact, it is unawareness in our primitive minds that has a greater grasp of our existence and thus is creating in our existence. We are so captivated by our awareness that we believe that we have made great leaps in advancements of technology and understanding. This is our inhibition.

The concept that fire and air is liquid may confuse some, but it is a thought which came to me as I attempt to open my mind to view the facts and deeper awareness of our existence. What I see is just a beginning of what is and is still wrong as I, like all, know mostly nothing. Nothing, as mentioned before, is everything that we are unaware of, yet exists.

This religious point of view of it being called spiritual and heaven is something I have not seen and do not take part it. I dare not question the truth of it for all that is spoken is true. Just like monsters. I think I have proven my case. How the truth fits into our awareness is still to be seen. Nonetheless, it exists and will meld together when the One has shown it to us. What are we doing and what is the meaning of all this? You'll know that too when the One reveals it. Since we do not understand, just embrace the beauty of what we do see and keep an open mind so you can enter into the next layer of understanding.